Something for the Weekend

July 14, 2005

Dream dream dreeee eee eaaam... by Celeste

I've been going through a bit of stress in the past few weeks which has resulted in me not sleeping very well. Sadly I'm not the kind of person who can switch my mind off as soon as my head hits my pillows.

So I've had many hours of just laying down and thinking. I think about everything. Mostly how boring my life is and how much I'd love to change it and what would make me happy, blah blah blah de blah.

Last night was no exception. I left my gorgeous boyfriend to sleep in his bed and I sat in his lounge reading some chick lit ( don't get excited it's not porn-just the regular 30 something girl living in London, single of course, looking for Mr Right etc etc etc), I'm not sure why I have this phase of reading these books as I can't really relate to much of it. For a start I'm not 30, I don't live in London and I don't have relationship issues. Anyway I digress. When joy of joys, my brain kicks in.

When I start off thinking I transform into Marvin . I think I was in a particularly more depressing thought circle last night as this week the big P has made an appearance. That's my excuse and I'm sticking to it.

However the 'Eeyore' thoughts soon dissolved and I was then thinking about what my ultimate dreams would be. So I'm going to be so wonderful and share them you. Yes you. People I hardly know and some I have never clapped eyes on in real life. Nothing weird about that right? Here goes....in no particular order....

1. Sing with Queen. I would LOVE absolutely LOVE to do a kind of Freddie Mercury Tribute and sing on stage in front of tons of people some of Queen's greatest hits. In particular, The Show must go on, We are the Champions. Bohemian Rhapsody, I want to Break Free and Don't Stop me.

2. Star as Christine in The Phantom of the Opera in the West End. This would be so amazing. The music of the Phantom gives me goosebumps.

3. Be an interior designer. I reckon I'd be pretty good at this. It's something I'm passionate about and getting paid to do something that I love and that I'm good at would be fabulous. I adore transforming things.

4. Get married to my 'true love'. Yup I'm a traditional girl at heart and although marriage is not essential and doesn't prove that you love someone with all your heart, it's something I want to do. I love the idea about celebrating finding someone you want to spend a long time with.

5. Live abroad. As much as I love all the culture and variety Ol' Blighty has to offer I'd love to live in another country for a while. Most probably Australia or New Zealand. Something about those two countries just has me drawn to them.

6. Be successful so I can give my family a brilliant life. I'd buy my mum a house, get Faye a car and get a dog for Heather. I'd love to have us all getting together one Sunday a month at my Mum's great new house. I'm lucky enough to end up nearly weeing in my knickers from laughter when I get together with my family.

I suppose that's all for now.

I had to have an even number. I don't like odd numbers. Sorry for being a numberist.

Comments

There's always a room spare in Sydney when you do decide to go travelling my dear :D

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